Friday, October 14, 2005

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In front of Antelope Canyon
Originally uploaded by Umepon.
oh. there are days...
this is a beautiful place. I think i'm going to start making a road trip wish list. flights allowed.
this time ill learn standard

Saturday, October 08, 2005

FcuK

aaarrrhhh

just another moment.

Friday, October 07, 2005

spread eagle


spread eagle
Originally uploaded by blueolive.
I learned today that this is the position they keep you in while doing open heart surgery... or when they perform a second surgery where they have to again break the stermum and shave out the infected portions.
While this should be a heroic moment it is a bit of a dark one. Just when i thought we were moving on wards and up wards...
back to the nest fledglings, take two at adult hood?

Shit shit shit, fuck.
these aren/t even my words for it.
they were his.

I keep sharing tips and tricks learned from accompanying a few hospital stays under the belt
they all hit home.
I hummed while he groaned out the pain.
oh what is this?
any thing that distracts me from the pain.
thanks for the tip. one pain wave echoes forward to another.
this is
another hard semester.

once you said-- life isn't like that, that was an exception.
its not so true; i have been peering warily into the foggy future for this... i didn't believe that pattern of my days that set life first in a visceral way
in an exhausting
bedside
grin and bear it
weight in the heart
wet wheather a pathetic fallacy to match
the narrative of my day. your day thier days our days.
way

it is not all so gloomy, but there is something
(terrifying)
in watching those who are there to protect,we protect, support and are pillar-like eternal

step into wavy temporal space
--i scream for ritual. i scream for marking moments. I scream for stability
glancing up all the for-sale signs in old houses as i bike home.
Beat:
my favourite moments include:
spreadeaglehandsoffonthebikenighttimeunderalowcannopyofold T.O.trees\quietly singing my way home or conversing infrench... feeling at the end of the spread, my fingers riding through the air.
alive.

i still stare warily at Moments.
I balk at saying goodbye or tearful i love yous
they always come out factual.
of course.

inside I am warped around your neckhead in the cradel of your collar bone and shoulder and chin...
outside the only part i can hold is your head to my collar bone for fear of touching twice torn flesh

i think i have to be a vegitarian for a while. maybe ill change my mind tomorrow.
though, the thought of bones, flesh, sinues or anything of the sort sort of sends me spinning.

on the flip side:...
there is a flip side...

Monday, October 03, 2005

apples new years health


apples new years health
Originally uploaded by blueolive.
shannah tova

an apple a day keeps the...

health.

let's have a share of that for all of us

apples new years health


apples new years health
Originally uploaded by blueolive.