I lay back for a single instant of rest

...and an ant crawled across my face. a tiny whisper of spring and what is yet to come? I tried to save it --yelling all the way outside,i admit, but despite waving a sheet of paper outside, having created a mobius-strip ant carrier, it still fell on my bedroom floor when I came back. it died there too (me screaming, finally releasing essay tension and ant fear simultaneously) . and was promptly erased from other ant-sensors with borrowed tea-tree oil. I did laundry that was on the floor, removed all the undrunk teacups and sat back down to work. Imagine, I stopped to lay in the sunshine that was streaming through my window, a moment to rest my back, only to now fear resting ever again. I will never rest again. Until I can clean my room. I may actually, then, never rest again. (sound familiar at all in its hallucinatory proportions?). Ill have to change my sheets before sleeping here tonight though.
you were right, I couldn't have survived the cockroaches. nuf said.
back to work.
back to work
back to work...
the sun is down.

early morning on Six Nations re-claimed land

early morning on sixnationsre-claimedland
Originally uploaded by blueolive.

a little late inmany ways: WIth so much f****d up in le monde, I finally carved out some time from my academically short-sighted life to spend the night 11pmsat-12pm sun. support, two days after the police attempt to remove people from the Six Nations blockade in Caledonia. Got up there after 53 or so days of the Six Nations blocade of land marked for housingdevelopmnent on contested(gvmt-stolen) land.

I dont have the coherence to write more, becuase i am still lost under the pile of papers, afore-pictured, how ever this land claim action is much more important. The town of Caledonia is airing out some of its biggots too. kind of scary-- the media and school system fostered ignorance and the community vs community-- the arguements reminiscent of poor-working/working/middle class/pitting being pit against indigenous protestors is a reminder of how far we have not come.

for more check out Autonomy&Solidarity:
http://auto_sol.tao.ca/node/view/2012

fight in/this darknesss.

darknesss.
Originally uploaded by blueolive.

new moon...spring equinox... sun...fire...rain...

breathless wonder looks like panick looks depressed depressions collect water water is necessary for life.


lost in space.